The message of the donkey |
In Parshat Balak, Bilam is commanded
by Balak, the king of Moav to curse B’nai Yisrael. Although the Torah does not
waste words, Bilam’s means of transportation which he is hoping will quickly
get to his destination is described at length in Bamdbar 22:21-27: Bilam arose in the morning, saddled
his donkey, and went with the Moavite dignitaries. God showed anger because he
went, and an angel of God placed himself in the way to thwart him, as he was riding
on his donkey accompanied by his two attendants. The donkey saw the angel of
God standing in the way with his sword drawn in his hand; the donkey turned
aside from the way and went into the field; Bilam struck the donkey to get it
back on the way…When the donkey saw the angel of God, she was pressed against
the wall and pressed Bilam’s foot against the wall; and he struck her even more…When
the donkey saw the angel of God, it crouched beneath Bilam; Bilam became angry
and beat the donkey with a stick. Bamidbar 22:28-30 recounts the
conversation that Bilam had with his donkey: God opened the mouth of the donkey
and she said to Bilam: “What have I done to you that you have hit me these
three times?” Bilam said to the donkey: “Because you have ridiculed me; if I
had a sword in my hand, I would kill you now.” The donkey replied to Bilam: “Am
I not the very same donkey that you have been riding on all your life until this
very day? Was it ever my habit to do this to you?” And he said: “No.” Finally, Bilam saw the angel of God
and in verses 32-33, the angel of God said to him: “Why did you hit your donkey
these three times? Behold, I came out to obstruct you, because your way is
contrary to me. And when the donkey saw me, it turned aside these three times;
had she not turned aside before me as she did now I would surely have killed
you and I would have let her live.” Dr. Rachel Reich points out ten
stories in Tanach where the donkey is mentioned: Avraham getting ready for the
Akeda, the Binding of Isaac (Breisheet 22:3), Moshe on the way to Egypt with
Tzipora and their two sons (Shmot 4:20), Bilam heading over to curse B’nai
Yisrael (Bamidbar 22:21), the Levi going to retrieve his concubine who ends up
getting abused in Givah (Shoftim 19:28), Avigail rushing to try to appease King
David (Shmuel I 25:20), Achitophel’s last journey before he ends up committing
suicide (Shmuel II 17:23), Mephiboshet’s
plans to ride the donkey but Ziba the servant doesn’t help him (Shmuel II 19:27),
Shimi hurrying to get his slaves back, despite his oath that he would not leave
Jerusalem (Melachim I 2:40), The sons of the false prophet saddling the donkey
so that their father could pursue the man of God (Melachim I 13:13), The
Shunamite woman dashing to see Elisha to beg him to revive her child (Melachim
II 4:24). In each of these stories, the person riding on
the donkey is trying to fulfill a mission with a sense of urgency and each time
things don’t turn out as expected. Of course, there are many other
stories in Tanach where they must have rode on a donkey (that was their main
form of transportation), yet it is not specifically mentioned when Avraham and
his family traveled to the Land of C’naan or when they went down to Egypt. In the stories where the donkey was
explicitly mentioned, each protagonist was on a mission but in the end God had
His own ideas and the operation did not usually turn out as expected. Avraham
did not sacrifice Yitzchak even though he thought that he would be expected to,
Tzipra and her family didn’t end up going to Egypt, rather they went back to
Midian, Bilam blessed B’nai Yisrael instead of cursing them and the list goes
on… We can see from here that we can try
our best to do what we can, but at the end of the day, God will decide what the
final outcome will be. |