Rosh HaShana & September 11 |
Rosh HaShana and September 11
coincide this year. Those of us who were living in New
York City seventeen years ago can probably recount every moment of how the day unfolded.
I remember taking my son, Dov to two
year nursery school. It was the first day that the parents did not have to stay
with their kids. I dropped him off and went upstairs to my office at the Hebrew
Institute of Riverdale when my husband, Josh called and told us that a plane hit
the Twin Towers. As most people began to evacuate the city, Rabbi Avi Weiss
decided to go downtown and see if he could help. After the second plane hit, the
nursery school told me to pick up Dov as they as the building was being
evacuated. We went home and the TV kept showing the footage of the attacks over
and over again. The next day, there was still no school. We went to the park
and could smell the fire from the burning buildings. A few days later, I received a call
from the Amit offices. They asked me to give a lecture at the Amit National
Convention entitled “Faith in Times of Crisis.” That was an extremely difficult
speech to prepare. I began the class with the story of
the creation of humankind which takes place on Rosh HaShana (Breisheet 1:27)
“And God created the person in God’s form (Tzelem Elokim), in the form of God,
God created him, male and female, God created them.” We see from here that all of
humankind is created in God’s image and it is up to each person to live up to
God’s expectations. In this week’s Parsha, Nitzavim
(Dvarim 30:19) we read: “I call to witness against you this day the heaven and
the earth that the life and the death I have set before you, the blessing and
the curse; therefore choose life, so that you may live, you and your
descendents.” God gives us free will, God gives us
a choice, but God wants us to choose life. The terrorists were insistent on death
and destruction. They chose the curse. The rescue workers and others who
tried to help chose the blessing. Where did those who tried to help
get their boundless energy? In Breisheet 29:10, when Yaakov first
saw Rachel, something totally out of the ordinary happened. Usually, all of the
shepherds were needed to roll an extremely large and heavy stone off of the
well. Yet, “When Yaakov saw Rachel…he stepped near and rolled the stone from
the mouth of the well.” Ramban explains that the Torah
brings this story to teach the idea from Yishayahu 40:31: “They who wait for
the Eternal shall renew their strength.” Yaakov was coming from a journey, he
was tired, yet he alone was able to roll away the stone, a task that required
all of the shepherds. When put in a difficult situation,
when necessary, we find an inner strength that we did not know that we had. The Talmud, Shabbat 104a explains a
verse from Mishle (Proverbs 3:34) “If to cynics he will act cynically, but to
the humble he will grant favor?” If one comes to defile himself, they provide
an opening for him; but if one comes to purify himself, they actually help him-
even opening a new door for him. In other words, if someone wants to transgress,
God is not going to stop him, but if someone wants to do something good, God
will help him. We clearly see which path God wants
us to choose from the end of the story of Kayin and Hevel. After Kayin killed
Hevel, God said to Kayin (Breisheet 4:10) “What have you done? The voice of
your brother’s blood cries out to me from the ground.” Where was humankind on September 11?
There were those who used their
Tzelem Elokim to try to save people. They chose the good path. And then there
were the terrorists who chose death and destruction. The fact that this year Rosh HaShana
falls out on September 11 reminds us that we each have a choice for how we will
conduct ourselves in the upcoming year. May we remember those who used their
Godliness to choose the correct path and may we each do what we can in the fight
against terrorism. May the memories of the victims of
September 11 be remembered for a blessing. |